Wednesday, June 26, 2013

The Heartbreaking Reality of Christianity
(Acts 20:18-38)

"And now, brethren, I commend you to God, and to the word of his grace,
which is able to build you up, and to give you an inheritance among all them which are sanctified.
I have coveted no man's silver, or gold, or apparel.

Yea, ye yourselves know, that these hands have ministered unto my necessities,
 and to them that were with me. I have shewed you all things,
how that so labouring ye ought to support the weak, and to remember the words of the Lord Jesus,
how he said, It is more blessed to give than to receive.
And when he had thus spoken, he kneeled down, and prayed with them all."
-- Excerpt from the Scripture Reference

These days are the last days! Not that I know of, when would be the Lord Jesus Christ's return, but as revealed unto His Word, "these times are the last days". But herein, daily or weekly, having seen and heard of many things of the church, grieves me greatly. How that the picture and kind of Christianity or the church of God, purchased by His own blood (v. 28), at the time of the Apostles have greatly diminished and have now become vain or worthless. I do not say that Christianity or the true church of the Lord Jesus Christ is gone, it's just that, it is a rare thing to find the kind of believers of the Lord Jesus Christ from which they are likened to a star that shines even in the midst of darkness, where everyone sees the light, whether Jews or Gentiles, or whether they believe in Christ or not.

These are the heartbreaking reality of Christianity... And the truth is? Christians can't do anything about it! Why? Because it's written already in His Word. How that even in the midst of the church or His people, wolves wearing sheep's clothing or deceivers or false teachers shall come driving others away from Christ and drawing the people towards themselves... Many hunger of power, position and possession will come to stand in the midst of the congregation drawing others towards their own selfish ambitions (v. 30). And the sad thing is, they continue to prosper here on earth, while many continue to suffer and die not knowing Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior.

Having been with my father in the ministry for almost 3 years now, I've seen and heard realities of the what the Word of God continues to declare and teach. One of which greatly amazes me but pricks my heart, is the reality of what Jesus have taught with the 4 kinds of soil or ground, which depicts the true status of man's heart (Mark 4, Matt. 13). The saddest reality of it is that, there would be so called professing followers of Christ, yet they are not. Matthew 7:21-23 affirms it! True, I cannot judge the heart of man whether they are true believers of Christ or not, but the evidences of Faith in Christ is of which we could see (Matt. 7:20). And usually, "churches" these days having this kind of heart, "deceived heart", becomes a great hindrance for the church to grow. Let us just look in a simple illustration of the plants we sow, if a weed grows nearby the plants we sowed, would the plant grow? I don't think so. If we are the farmer, we would be taking out the weeds. But that is not the work of the Christian! That is the work of our Lord, for He is the Farmer. Nevertheless, we should continue to pray hard and indeed pray hard and plead to the Master.

Other heartbreaking realities of today, is the lack of passion for the lost souls. Sometimes I wonder, who amongst our leaders or pastors of today have the kind of character that of the Apostle Paul? What I'm sure of, they are not many. They are rare, few and numbered. If it were countless, I'm sure Christianity will not be as dull or as likened today as "routine" Christianity. Though of course, I do not say that this pictures the general status or condition of the whole world, because I cannot say such over the kinds of the reality which we could see in places of which Christians are oppressed, killed or murdered, just for the sake of their Faith in Christ. Theirs are such a heartbreaking truth and should be eye-opener to those of us who freely roam and declare "we are Christians!"

Too often my heart breaks hearing or seeing the kind of situations of Christians on other places where Christianity is not open. Yet in places where we are free, how is it that we don't have so much initiation or passion to do our best in doing ministry or service for our Lord and Master? True, this question is not just for those who read but also a question towards me. It's a question we all need to answer. As for me, I greatly rejoice for every opportunity given, in taking part of sharing His Word and the gospel of Christ Jesus. I may not be like my father who's gift is to evangelize, but I can always assist in every help I could give, such are opportunities no enough money or riches could equate to. Of course, I do not say that giving in terms of finances is not good. I'm simply saying that opportunities given to serve in terms of laying your life for God is such an honor and worth taking for the glory of our Lord Jesus Christ. Such is what apostle Paul has been mentioning as well in his farewell speech.

But the discouraging realities of today, so few leaders, teachers, pastors seem to have the kind of heart. So few! How that selfishness runs so easily. Apostle Paul's advantage perhaps was that he had nothing to lose. He gave everything, he gave his whole life. Whereas, we? We are so connected, bound in this physical life. We have a family, friends and people to mind. We have to work for our financial needs and others. This is the picture of this era. Where God seem to have no more place. And when we make time and place for Him, usually it's a dragging picture. The heart for it is gone.

Yet still, many are lost! Many have not heard the gospel of Christ, His Word! One of which we reach out is the place we call "Cubabeng". It's a 2-hour drive away from home. And my father goes there only once a month. It's a great encouragement and joy hearing that the people in that place, even kids, are very eager to learn of the Word of God... Very eager... and that's one sad thing about it. How that we can't fully take advantage of that? Because we simply depend on the few? Where are those helping hand? For a truth, these are attacking questions, but I think it's one thing needed these days to wake up the church, the Christians. What are we indeed living for? for ourselves? for our love ones? We Christians are bought with a price! And that price was through the blood of Christ! We are no longer of our own. This understanding or thought or principle seem to have been lost in the minds and heart of those called Christians. At some point, many may be angry at me writing these things, nevertheless, I place myself on the side of which these questions are also given. These questions, even in the changes of time shouldn't change just because many things change. Because Christ's suffering & death and the reason of being through it never changed. He came to seek and to save that which was lost! That reason never changed. Therefore if we lose focus, lose ground of these things on which we're supposed to stand for, "What profits or reason for us being so called Christians?" Why  call ourselves the followers of Christ, when we do not follow Him?

There are many heartbreaking realities of Christianity today, but may this simple reminders challenge us or even wake us up if we are "sleeping Christians" in doing the will of our Father in Heaven.

"And they all wept sore, and fell on Paul's neck, and kissed him, sorrowing most of all for the words which he spake, that they should see his face no more. And they accompanied him unto the ship."
-- Excerpt from the Scripture Reference

Thursday, May 30, 2013

Blessed to be a blessing!

One of the songs reminds me of this, and the song goes like this... "We've been blessed to be a blessing; we've been loved to give His love..." It's a simple reminder for those of us who are called His own, God's own. Even God's Words remind and challenge us of this very thing. 

Genesis 12:2 "And I will make of thee a great nation, and I will bless thee, and make thy name great; and thou shalt be a blessing:"
2 Corinthians 9:8 "And God is able to make all grace abound toward you; that ye, always having all sufficiency in all things, may abound to every good work:"

God has indeed designed and planned us, who is His, to be a blessing not just to enjoy the blessing He bestows. But before we go further, it might be best for us to understand what "blessing" really means. For others, it means a simple prayer or like giving permission to others esp. when one marries. But looking at the dictionary and basing it from what God's Word intended it to be is this: "A favor or gift (physical and/or spiritual) bestowed by God, thereby bringing joy and happiness." Usually, our perspective of a blessing is limited to physical or material aspects, when in fact, it's more than that. Our good relationship with other people, prayers answered by God, His provisions, His protection, etc. could be a form of blessings and worthy of enjoying and also shared. How? simply by showing that God is the source of it, pointing to Him as our source of abundant blessings and grace. Of course, physical or material things are the ones easily shared, but not, if we have a bitter and unforgiving heart.  

If one would understand the blessing that comes from God, we should also understand that a blessing or a "divine favor" is a gift. Not something that we worked for or even earned. Notice the two verses given and carefully studying it, we find that God gives blessing not because we worked for it, not because Abraham did something for the Lord. But one thing is certain, we should have a relationship with God, likened to a God to His people, Creator to His creation, or Father to His son. There should be a relationship toward God to further enjoy His blessings! Actually, even if we don't have a close relationship to the God Who created the universe, we could still enjoy His blessings but surely it is limited. Consider this verse, Matthew 5:45 "That ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust." He even sends rain to the good and the evil, therefore allowing even those that are against Him enjoy His blessings. Nevertheless, we know that greater blessing is he/she that have a relationship with Him.

Furthermore, blessing is intended to really be shared. Remember, God loveth a cheerful giver (2 Corinthians 9:7). One of God's nature is to give, to bestow blessings to His own, because God is Love  (I John 4:8). And, one description of God's Love is giving. But one thing to take note, not every giving can be an act of Love. There is a saying which goes like this, "You can give without loving, but you can't love without giving." The main point of giving or main point of sharing is actually love. True, divine and genuine Love surely will give, will share; For it does not think of himself (I Cor. 13:5). So, to us who have been loved and who have been given, are we not supposed to do the same to others?  Consider another story Jesus spoke of in Matt. 18:23-35, where the Master forgave a servant, yet this forgiven servant have not done the same to his own fellow debtors. Having heard what was done, the Master was angry at the servant, asking him the very same question "Have you not been forgiven, why can't you forgive?" Because of this the Master took him to prison again for he did not show the same compassion as his Master did unto him. Indeed, may we not do the same! 

A blessing is a gift and surely it is designed to be shared to others. Let us not be likened unto others simply enjoying the blessings we receive from God and yet don't share it to others; For we indeed are "blessed to be a blessing!"

Thursday, May 23, 2013

The VBS Ministry 2013: "BugZone"


For so long years, alas! I got to experience or take part of the VBS ministry again.... I couldn't actually remember my last time of taking part on the VBS ministry... Although, I actually haven't fully been immersed into it, as I only was an Overseer of the VBS ministry that was held on three places (Apalan-Bingo-Guisset, Beckel & Gumatdang), where my father has been reaching out or church pioneering. But as I've said, I didn't get into the real battle or on the heat of the battle. Nevertheless, it's an awesome awestruck challenging with matching shocking disappointing but grateful still experience... Can't really define or describe what experience we had to go through... The whole three VBS was all-in-all AN EXPERIENCE.... and I can't fathom what I really feel right now... It's a mixture of many emotions, positive and negative...

Well, at first.... I hardly can imagine what should or would happen on a VBS event.. although I got the picture of what VBS is all about, the INs and OUTs was quite a mystery to me. Thank God, there are those people who has experiences into it. There was one who had experience but can't be in the field of it, instead, simply helped in planning and in decision making. That was Janice! and chose to pass on the responsible of being the director to new breed of young people (hehe!) namely, Rynelle and Liberty. The important thing was, they were willing to take the challenge and I was simply still in the figuring out stage.... 

Teachers and finances was the next stage of problem, therefore, we solicited and asked for available people. And, praise God there were those who responded to help! But we had to really also balance our personnel and financial status. To handle three (3) VBS was quite a big mountain for us! But we had to take the challenge and to start walking by Faith in the Lord Jesus Christ, believing and trusting Him that He would lead us and provide our needs. We set our target number of kids for every place... Having previous VBS in Apalan-Guisset, we set our number from 40-50 kids, and having our first time of VBS in Beckel and Gumatdang, we set 30-40 and 20-30 kids respectively. 

Finances perhaps was the biggest worry, as our days were numbered. But thank God, He indeed provided as timely as He could be. Through His people and His church, He provided everything that was needed. With much gratefulness as well to those who were willing to take part through giving financial support, may God bless them continuously! 

The first VBS held in Guisset proved to be exciting, amazing and challenging seeing kids coming from distant places such as Apalan and Bingo, having probably 45 minutes to 1 hour of walking for kids.. such is a great reminder and challenge for the teachers... Young people from Guisset helped along with the young people from Loakan to take the challenge of teaching the kids in the area. The weather too was quite challenging, as the heat of the sun may have scorched us. Distance proved to be really challenging as the teachers visited the kids in the most farthest, Bingo and Apalan. There were about 37 kids as highest attendance and had 35 kids to end with.

VBS in Beckel was next, just after the three days (morning and afternoon) Guisset VBS. The challenge for the teachers was sickness and tiredness. As we had our Wednesday Prayer meeting in Beckel along with the teachers from Loakan, I sensed their tired body and also most of them got sick suddenly. Strangely enough, there were no nurse amongst us! Perhaps the days of nurses are gone or have passed away, soon to rise again... hehe! But again, Praise God as He sustained us all through out! Far more than this, God allowed us to reach about 43 kids as to be our highest number and ended with about 33-35 kids. After such a week of VBS, we had a break for a week before the next VBS in Gumatdang.

Then came, start of Gumatdang! Thank God, He allowed again to provide financial help for this VBS in Gumatdang. It felt like there was no funds to be used, but alas, still He touched people to give and to help. Rynelle wasn't able to come with us for this VBS, so Liberty had to take charge and additional help came, in person of Ruth and Feby. We had only 27 kids at first, but the very youngest prove to be exhausting and energy drainers... hehe! we had 11-12 3-5 year old kids having different kinds of personalities and interests. Most of them were very active ones. Furthermore, as God works in the area, so does the enemy strikes against us. It's really quite hard to be in the battle field of Christian life. But still, again, Praise God as He led us through finishing the VBS in Gumatdang.

All throughout the three VBS, I had some quite an experience. Though I personally did not teach or something, I had the opportunity to remind, challenge, rebuke and even encourage the teachers through our daily morning devotions. And, praying that indeed every word I've shared through God's Word are indeed a heart-changing or heart-breaking one for the Lord. 

Such indeed were the experiences... leaving such a trail to be seen and followed by younger ones and  leading to more challenges and bigger ones. And yet I know, God will always lead us through. 

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Add'l info:

Guisset Teachers & Staff - (from Loakan) Lyndon, Rou Jay, Jericho, Shaira, Aljon, Donna, Liberty, Rynelle, Diana, Jeremiah, Roldan. (from Guisset & Boneco) Hazel, EJ Marie, Faith Ann, Hannah Mae, Kim, Georgie Yvette, Jhunalie and Raffellyne 


Beckel Teachers & Staff - (from Loakan) Rou Jay, Shaira, Donna, Liberty, Rynelle, Diana, Jeremiah, Roldan. (from Beckel) Rizal & Renneth

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Gumatdang Teachers & Staff - (from Loakan) Rou Jay, Shaira, Donna, Liberty, Diana, Jeremiah, Ruth, Feby, Jericho, Roldan. (from Beckel) Rizal & Renneth. (Lyndon, Aljon & Rynelle came for the 3rd day)

Overseer: Roldan
Directors: Rynelle and Liberty
Secretary: Diana
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For those who gave time, effort, finances, prayers, and any support not mentioned: Thank you very much! and May God continually bless you as you continue to be part or take part of His ministry! Glory be to God the Almighty! =)

Thursday, April 11, 2013

Christianity vs. Survival

"Who his own self bare our sins in his own body on the tree, that we, being dead to sins, should live unto righteousness: by whose stripes ye were healed." (1 Peter 2:24 KJV) Christians these days I believe struggle in this dilemma, for I see myself and many other companions in the faith trapped in this struggle... same thing with the spirit vs. the flesh... oh how indeed such struggle we face, especially when we desire to fulfil God's Will or even to fulfil the Great Commission, seeking the lost, leading them to know Christ Jesus... many indeed seek to fill their physical needs more than the spiritual needs. Many seek what physical benefits they get more than the spiritual things... Jesus Christ have always been reiterating and declaring that spiritual things are more valuable than that of earthly things... yet many and even Christians fail to look towards heavenly things... and so I ask, "why?" Survival? to extend our existence in this world? most probably... why else do we work? is it not for a living? to live! ..... of course, I do not say work is evil or we should no longer work.... But for some reason, esp. for Christians, will work or survival be our main theme in life? our main goal? or have we forgotten we Christians were paid for a price.... a price which is the Blood of Christ.... a price that cost the Life of Jesus Christ! Though He lives eternally, it shouldn't be our reason to forget the price it took to redeem us from the clutches of the enemy, the Devil. We were once dead Christians, and now we live because of Christ! But now that we live, doth we not live for Him? for Christ? Just as the Apostle Paul, saying "To live is Christ, to die is gain!" Will we not do the same? These questions are such a challenge and a great reminder to all, even to myself. For what indeed profits if we gain the Whole World, yet lose our own soul? and what profits our salvation, if our fellow love ones are lost.... May we not forget, may we not forget....

Monday, April 1, 2013

Teacher's Training for TLWFBC & LBC S/S and AWANA Leaders

Here are photos taken from our Teacher's Training for "The Living Word Fundamental Baptist Church" Sunday School and Loakan Baptist Church AWANA Leaders.

As the church is established to edify / build one another, so was this training event planned and fulfilled by the Grace of God. The Training had utmost 31 registered participants, 13 coming from "The Living Word Fundamental Baptist Church" and 18 from the Loakan Baptist Church.

We thank you very much for all who have been part of this event, those who've helped through financial support and on those who've given time and effort. Thank you very much and To God be the Glory!