Anxiety/Depression and Christianity

Recently, I read a heartfelt post from a pastor sharing his personal journey with depression and anxiety. I deeply appreciate his honesty and the encouragement he offers to others who may be struggling. It’s true — even pastors, leaders, and mature believers can experience emotional lows, because we are all still living in this weak, sin-cursed flesh.

The Bible itself shows us examples of God’s servants who reached points of deep discouragement: Elijah (1 Kings 19:4), Moses (Numbers 11:14–15), and David (Psalm 42:3–5). Scripture tells us to “encourage one another” (Hebrews 3:13), “build one another up” (1 Thessalonians 5:11), and “love one another” as Christ has loved us (John 13:34).

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Where I Felt the Need to Clarify

One part of the post gave me pause. The pastor quoted Matthew 26:38, where Jesus said, “My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death.” He placed this alongside the struggles of Elijah, David, and Jeremiah. I believe his intention was to show that even our Savior faced intense emotional pain — and that is true. Jesus did feel real sorrow, grief, and anguish.

However, I think it’s important to distinguish between sorrow/grief and depression/anxiety as they are commonly understood today.

• Sorrow and grief can be righteous responses to loss, sin, or suffering.

• Depression and anxiety in their deepest sense often involve hopelessness, fear of the unknown, or a breakdown of trust — all of which are rooted in the effects of sin.

Jesus is without sin (Hebrews 4:15). He never lost trust in the Father. Even in Gethsemane, where His anguish was so great that His sweat was like drops of blood (Luke 22:44), He prayed, “Yet not my will, but Yours be done.” His sorrow was real, but it was not despair rooted in unbelief.

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Why This Matters for Our Salvation

If depression and anxiety — in the hopeless, unbelieving sense — were present in Christ, He could not be the spotless Lamb of God (1 Peter 1:19).

Our salvation depends on a perfect Savior — the only One able to take the punishment for our sin (Isaiah 53:5–6; 2 Corinthians 5:21). In the Old Testament, God required that sacrificial lambs be without blemish as a picture of the perfect sacrifice to come. That sacrifice is Jesus — the Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world (John 1:29).

If Jesus had sinned or fallen into hopeless unbelief, He could not be “the way, the truth, and the life” (John 14:6). But because He remained perfect and fully trusted the Father, He conquered sin, death, and the curse — and He alone is the way to God.

So when we talk about Christ’s sorrow, we must remember: His suffering was real, but it was always joined with complete faith and obedience to the Father.

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A Note to Readers Who May Not Understand

If these things I’m sharing seem hard to understand, it may be because you have not yet truly placed your faith in the Lord Jesus Christ. You may have heard of Him, but have you believed Him? Have you trusted Him fully as your Lord and Savior?

I encourage you to take time to read and understand the Good News — what the Bible calls the gospel — because this is the foundation for knowing who Christ is and why He matters in your life.

📖 Read and Share – The Gospel
📖 Have You Ever Heard or Read the Gospel of Jesus Christ?

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When Even the Strongest Feel Weak

The Bible shows us that even God’s most faithful servants have felt moments of hopelessness:

• Elijah – After calling down fire from heaven, he fled in fear and prayed for God to take his life (1 Kings 19:4).

• David – Poured out his despair in the Psalms, yet reminded himself to hope in God (Psalm 42:5).

• Moses – Felt the burden of leadership so heavily that he cried out to God in desperation (Numbers 11:14–15).

These moments remind us that we should never put our ultimate trust in men — not even in spiritual leaders — but in Christ alone.

Jesus Himself said:

“In the world you will have tribulation. But take heart; I have overcome the world.” (John 16:33)

When depression or anxiety comes, we as Christians are not called to dwell in it or make it our identity. We are called to run to Him — our refuge, our strength, our anchor in the storm (Hebrews 6:19).

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What the Bible Teaches When Depression or Anxiety Comes

Instead of relying on our own ideas, let’s look directly at God’s Word for guidance:

1. Run to God in prayer – “Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God.” (Philippians 4:6–7)

2. Fill your mind with truth – “Whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable… think about these things.” (Philippians 4:8)

3. Hold on to His promises – “I will never leave you nor forsake you.” (Hebrews 13:5)

4. Draw strength from fellowship – “And let us consider how to stir up one another to love and good works… encouraging one another.” (Hebrews 10:24–25)

5. Remember who you are in Christ – “If anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation.” (2 Corinthians 5:17)

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Final Encouragement from Scripture

“Why are you cast down, O my soul, and why are you in turmoil within me? Hope in God; for I shall again praise him, my salvation and my God.” (Psalm 42:11)

“The LORD is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit.” (Psalm 34:18)

“Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God;
I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.” (Isaiah 41:10)

Even in our lowest moments, He remains faithful. Even when we feel like letting go, His hand holds us fast. This is the hope and security we have when we belong to Him.

WHERE WERE THE THOUSANDS OF FOLLOWERS?

"In those days Peter stood up among the brothers (the company of persons was in all about 120)..." (Acts 1:15, ESV)

When Jesus walked and roamed the earth living His 33 and a half years or even taking His three years of ministry, it is recorded in the Bible that THOUSANDS followed Him... like when Jesus fed the 5000 or 4000 which was two different events recorded in the Bible... Wherever He went, THOUSANDS FOLLOWED... But the question was "WHERE WERE THEY, after His death, resurrection on the Third day, giving His last instructions and commands for forty days after His resurrection and after His ascension?" Perhaps the good question to ask is, "Were these THOUSANDS truly following after Jesus Christ or was it something else?" If you would think it honestly and carefully the answer, your answer should be the same as what Jesus Himself also declared before these thousands, and yet most of them still NEVER understood...

"Jesus answered them, “Truly, truly, I say to you, you are seeking me, not because you saw signs, but because you ate your fill of the loaves. Do not work for the food that perishes, but for the food that endures to eternal life, which the Son of Man will give to you. For ON HIM God the Father has set his seal.” (John 6:26-27, ESV)

What a pity people are, seeking only those that are temporary and not that which is eternal. People easily are caught up with miracles and wonders. And yet from these THOUSANDS that saw Jesus do marvelous things, "How many were faithful to truly follow Jesus Christ whom God the Father has set His seal?" Acts 1:15 says only a HUNDRED TWENTY (120) were left faithful even after seeing their Master crucified and died. 

(2 Kings 18:1-4) "In the third year of Hoshea son of Elah, king of Israel, Hezekiah the son of Ahaz, king of Judah, began to reign. He was twenty-five years old when he began to reign, and he reigned twenty-nine years in Jerusalem. His mother's name was Abi the daughter of Zechariah. And he did what was right in the eyes of the Lord, according to all that David his father had done. HE REMOVED THE HIGH PLACES AND BROKE THE PILLARS AND CUT DOWN THE ASHERAH. AND HE BROKE IN PIECES THE BRONZE SERPENT THAT MOSES HAD MADE, FOR UNTIL THOSE DAYS THE PEOPLE OF ISRAEL HAD MADE OFFERINGS TO IT (IT WAS CALLED NEHUSHTAN).

Do "CHRISTIANS" truly understand what Hoshea had done? And yet until now, professing Christians still does the error of Israel and continue to build what God has always so angry and go against and a reason why Hoshea was declared to be "he did what was RIGHT in the eyes of the Lord." 

God has always been so clear from the beginning and yet people are stiff-necked to think that "Hey, it's our belief and faith on God, NO ONE has the right to choose what is right for us!" or "This is what we believe which is right, therefore, don't judge or tell us to be wrong!".. This what we call today as "Post Modern Thinking".. The thinking that this is the modern era now and those old things are not right anymore. A reason to think that the Bible is outdated and has no life or power or authority at all. The thing is, the Bible stands on Its own and can defend itself as it has always declared to be God's instruction for "Doctrine" = God's Teaching / Principles, for "Reproof" = say what is wrong, for "Correction" = say what is the right ", and for "Instruction for righteousness" = to continue to instruct what is right in order for not to fall to sin in the future. (II Timothy 3:16-17)

While these people hardly listen, still Jesus calls for repentance (turn back against sin and follow after Christ) and remission of sins goes on with a hope that many would truly repent. For there WILL be a time when He shall judge all men. And the most pitiful people to experience is what Jesus said in Matthew 7:21-23:

"Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven. Many will say to me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name? and in thy name have cast out devils? and in thy name done many wonderful works? And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity."

"I NEVER KNEW YOU! DEPART FROM ME, YE THAT WORK INIQUITY."

When the time comes to face Jesus Christ, the Lord, Master, and the Judge... will He truly welcome us or will say, this dreadful words? Remember, yes! God is Love... BUT He also is Justice! as He is The Righteous Judge.  

December 17, 2017 Sunday Events in Video Compilation

Here are compilations of videos I've taken from the Sunday, December 17, 2017 Loakan Baptist Church's 61st Anniversary.. Most of it are song numbers given by the LBC Choir, a trio and Christians Committed to Christ (C3) ensemble.. feel free to view and enjoy and be blessed by the songs.... =)

The Good News of the Lord Jesus Christ

The Gospel or good news of Jesus Christ! This I believe is the reason why the Christian church exists and why Christ Himself established it. But throughout time, so many have tried to destroy the gospel or even to simply distort it. And I believe at some great level, many have successfully done it considering the many denominations or religious sect we now know at this point. Nevertheless, I believe God has also been faithful to preserve it even through the few people He has chosen and continue to use in declaring this good news! Time and time again, His Word shall never pass away (Matthew 24:35).

I honestly would say, I would want to be part of this means of declaring the gospel of Christ to all men and women. I know it's not easy for even the scripture or the Bible have already declared it's not an easy road nor a bed of roses. Jesus Himself declared Christians will suffer as He Himself has suffered (John 15:20). But I also understand it is by far much, much better to suffer with Christ rather than to suffer without Him for eternity. The apostles of Christ knew this that even for the cost of their lives, they still preached the gospel of Christ.

Now the question, "How do I share the good news of Christ in its most simplest way or form?" I couldn't think of any other way but to still go back and give bible verses as references of how Jesus Christ's life and death is a good news. Anyway, the Bible is the only Authority I believe as the means of giving clear understanding of the gospel of Christ.

The gospel of Jesus Christ, I believe, is as simple as "Who Jesus Christ is" and "what He has done?" But that's just the news, the good news. And for this news to have an effect, people has to hear it and understand it. And, IF they understood and they believed with full trust on the gospel of Christ, then surely the mission has been fulfilled. Thing is, that's the power and work of the Holy Spirit - illumination of the mind to give understanding and faith in the Lord Jesus Christ. Us, Christians? our work is to simply share and tell. So, here's my one way of telling the gospel:

First off, every good news should have first a bad news. And the bad news is "man is condemned to hell for eternity." Why? Because of Adam's sin. The Scripture says:

Therefore, just as sin came into the world through one man [Adam], and death through sin, so death spread to all people [no one being able to stop it or escape its power], because they all sinned. (Romans 5:12)

Remember in God's creation, everything was good and perfect. But when sin came, through Adam's direct disobedience of God's simple one rule, destruction and death had its toll. Thing is, God is merciful and loves His masterpiece. He created man in His own image and likeness! Man is His masterpiece and He can't lay it to waste, even if man was worth as a garbage. Therefore, He set forth a plan to redeem His creation and masterpiece. That is God's love at the same time Him being just or justice.

God's plan was Jesus Christ, His only begotten Son, the unblemished Lamb of God to be offered as sin offering for the remission of sin. Scripture says:

In fact under the Law almost everything is cleansed with blood, and without the shedding of blood there is no forgiveness [neither release from sin and its guilt, nor cancellation of the merited punishment]. (Hebrews 9:22)

And in accordance with this will [of God] we [who believe in the message of salvation] have been sanctified [that is, set apart as holy for God and His purposes] through the offering of the body of Jesus Christ (the Messiah, the Anointed) once for all. Every priest stands [at his altar of service] ministering daily, offering the same sacrifices over and over, which are never able to strip away sins [that envelop and cover us]; whereas Christ, having offered the one sacrifice [the all-sufficient sacrifice of Himself] for sins for all time, sat down [signifying the completion of atonement for sin] at the right hand of God [the position of honor], waiting from that time onward until his enemies are made a footstool for His feet. For by the one offering He has perfected forever and completely cleansed those who are being sanctified [bringing each believer to spiritual completion and maturity]. (Hebrews 10:10-14)

This is what God has planned to redeem man unto Himself, but the question is, does man believe it? Or was Jesus' sacrifice effective for ALL MEN or HUMANITY? I don't think so, because the Scripture says:

“For God so [greatly] loved and dearly prized the world, that He [even] gave His [One and] [a]only begotten Son, so that whoever believes and trusts in Him [as Savior] shall not perish, but have eternal life. (John 3:16)

But to as many as did receive and welcome Him, He gave the right [the authority, the privilege] to become children of God, that is, to those who believe in (adhere to, trust in, and rely on) His name. (John 1:12)

For you [who are born-again have been reborn from above—spiritually transformed, renewed, sanctified and] are all children of God [set apart for His purpose with full rights and privileges] through faith in Christ Jesus. (Galatians 3:26)

For it is by grace [God’s remarkable compassion and favor drawing you to Christ] that you have been saved [actually delivered from judgment and given eternal life] through faith. And this [salvation] is not of yourselves [not through your own effort], but it is the [undeserved, gracious] gift of God; not as a result of [your] works [nor your attempts to keep the Law], so that no one will [be able to] boast or take credit in any way [for his salvation]. (Ephesians 2:8-9)

Now, from these verses given, Faith in Jesus Christ is a very important matter and factor of how man is redeemed or in other words "saved" from the punishment of sin. It's not what we do but as simple as faith in Jesus Christ. That's the good news and that is the reason why it is "GOOD" news!

But what is so much bothering is, still many do not believe and many doubt. There are many other Bible verses to give and clear out things about the matter which everybody can choose to read and understand. Nevertheless, the real big question to ask personally is "Do you really, really believe in Who Jesus is and What He has done for you and for me?" 

Are you sure you know what the church is?

Are you certain what you believe about the church is right and true? These are questions at times we ought to think and ask ourselves. And surely, some or many of us might shrug it off these questions; Not really scrutinizing what the Bible says about the church. Nevertheless, understand that these questions has been a debate over decades of years now and sadly, most people neglect and care less about it. But the worst, are those who call themselves as Christians giving no importance to it or value.

I'm sure many will not desire nor take time to read my thoughts or beliefs on this matter. Nor, take the challenge to challenge their beliefs. But if at least one would reads this article, and take a moment to reflect and really be challenged to search the truth then that is something I would appreciate. More so, I hope it will be a blessing to whoever reads it.

Thing is, I am not saying one should accept my thoughts or my understanding of what a church is. But to really go through God's Word, the Bible, of what does it really say about the church, the Christian church. Let me lay these verses as our references first (I know it's long but I hope you have patience):

Ephesians 5:22-33 English Standard Version (ESV)
22 Wives, submit to your own husbands, as to the Lord. 23 For the husband is the head of the wife even as Christ is the head of the church, his body, and is himself its Savior. 24 Now as the church submits to Christ, so also wives should submit in everything to their husbands.
25 Husbands, love your wives, as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her, 26 that he might sanctify her, having cleansed her by the washing of water with the word, 27 so that he might present the church to himself in splendor, without spot or wrinkle or any such thing, that she might be holy and without blemish.[a] 28 In the same way husbands should love their wives as their own bodies. He who loves his wife loves himself. 29 For no one ever hated his own flesh, but nourishes and cherishes it, just as Christ does the church, 30 because we are members of his body. 31 “Therefore a man shall leave his father and mother and hold fast to his wife, and the two shall become one flesh.”32 This mystery is profound, and I am saying that it refers to Christ and the church. 33 However, let each one of you love his wife as himself, and let the wife see that she respects her husband.

1 Corinthians 12:12-31 English Standard Version (ESV)
12 For just as the body is one and has many members, and all the members of the body, though many, are one body, so it is with Christ.13 For in one Spirit we were all baptized into one body—Jews or Greeks, slaves[a] or free—and all were made to drink of one Spirit.
14 For the body does not consist of one member but of many. 15 If the foot should say, “Because I am not a hand, I do not belong to the body,” that would not make it any less a part of the body. 16 And if the ear should say, “Because I am not an eye, I do not belong to the body,” that would not make it any less a part of the body. 17 If the whole body were an eye, where would be the sense of hearing? If the whole body were an ear, where would be the sense of smell? 18 But as it is, God arranged the members in the body, each one of them, as he chose. 19 If all were a single member, where would the body be? 20 As it is, there are many parts,[b] yet one body.
21 The eye cannot say to the hand, “I have no need of you,” nor again the head to the feet, “I have no need of you.” 22 On the contrary, the parts of the body that seem to be weaker are indispensable, 23 and on those parts of the body that we think less honorable we bestow the greater honor, and our unpresentable parts are treated with greater modesty, 24 which our more presentable parts do not require. But God has so composed the body, giving greater honor to the part that lacked it, 25 that there may be no division in the body, but that the members may have the same care for one another. 26 If one member suffers, all suffer together; if one member is honored, all rejoice together.
27 Now you are the body of Christ and individually members of it. 28 And God has appointed in the church first apostles, second prophets, third teachers, then miracles, then gifts of healing, helping, administrating, and various kinds of tongues. 29 Are all apostles? Are all prophets? Are all teachers? Do all work miracles? 30 Do all possess gifts of healing? Do all speak with tongues? Do all interpret? 31 But earnestly desire the higher gifts. And I will show you a still more excellent way.

There are more Bible verses we could cite if you like (try googling "church bible verses"), but we'll try just to cover about these verses. And on these verses, there is actually one point about the church that we or I will talk about. The church being compared to as a "body".. and Who is the head? that is of course the Lord Jesus Christ, none other. The Bible actually can speak more about the church, like the church being declared as the Bride of Christ and others. But we can't cover all those stuff.

Now, there are some who views differently as what I'm sharing which is Jesus being the Head of the church. But if we would look at the verses and I'm sure it's very clear that Jesus Christ is the Head of the church and no one can replace Him. You might ask, "But Jesus is not around to head the church!?" Sure He is not, but He is alive and well with the Father in heaven. And does that hinder Christ being the Head? Furthermore in the book of Acts, Jesus Christ sent the Holy Spirit to be the Teacher,  the Comforter, the Guide for the church and as Jesus explained in the gospel, He will remind you ALL things Jesus taught them. Now, talking about the Holy Spirit is another whole big subject to talk about. But just to give understanding and by studying further, the Bible declares what when a person becomes a Christian, the Holy Spirit in-dwells the person, as God's mark declaring His ownership and of whom God relates to be His child. Again, as I've said this subject is another whole new discussion or subject matter and possibility there are those who don't agree to it. Nevertheless, I hope the reader will try to see this perspective and try to compare it to God's Word, whether it be true or not.

Now, the Holy Spirit is actually very valuable and is very much connected with the church and the church's function which I hope will be discussed later.

Let us go first in the question, "Why Christ or the apostle teach that the church is like a body?" Well, these question is actually already answered by the verses read awhile ago. But it is important that we ask, to give much emphasis on "why"? The Bible declares that each Christian is a part of the body of Christ, and also declares that as the members of the body is important, so to with every members of the church. By the way, I hope we understand already that the church is NOT the building or the structure made where we worship or fellowship, but it's the group of believers in the Lord Jesus Christ. The church are the people, not just people but those who have faith in Jesus Christ. Now why is each member of the body or the church important? Because they actually have functions or work to do that others CAN NOT do. But it doesn't mean that one part or member is much more valuable or important than others. No! Each has its own value and each one must understand and acknowledge the value of each.

Furthermore, if we understand how our body works, we should understand that each member does not function on its own or for its own. It actually functions for the whole body. Just as our hands and feet are used. They do not do the things for themselves but for the body. Reflect on the heart or the lungs, they actually function to give something for the other parts of the body in order for the body to function well. So is the same with the church. The members of the church functions to serve others, not for themselves. Whether it be praying, giving, serving, teaching, preaching.. it is for the betterment of others.

One of the things that I believe (which I am unsure if others believe) is the concept that the leaders of the church like the pastor and deacons are actually part of the body or of the church. (This is just my observation) But it seems that most Christians think that pastors and deacons or the leaders are actually not part of the church but seen as the head of the church. Which I believe, shouldn't be. Pastors, deacons and leaders may lead, but they are not the head, Christ is! How can that be? See I Cor. 12:28-30 and Eph. 4:11-16. Pastors, deacons and leaders have a role, and they are actually gifts given by God or the Lord Jesus Christ to the church. Therefore, they are part of the church and still Jesus is the Head. Why Jesus is the Head? Because it is He who gives the Word or decision or direction on what the body should do. And pastors, deacons and the church as a whole fulfills or obeys it.

Now, my previous argument or declaration, it's possible that many would go against it. Why I'd say this because I've heard already some declaring "This is MY church!" and not "This is God's or Christ's church!".. while others do not indeed declare this, but by their actions they do. Well, you may say I'm judgmental or something but I hope we become more of a critical minded people observing what is happening around us. Comparing what the Bible is declaring to what our church is doing. Who do we really follow? is it the self-proclaimed righteous people or Jesus, the one Who became condemned and died for us? I do not wish that you think like me, but that you think like Christ. Because that is the whole concept of Christianity, to be like Christ.

Now, let me connect the connection of the Holy Spirit with the church. If one would actually study and understand one of the work of the Holy Spirit, is to enable God's people to do God's will like that of the great Commission. Reading through the book of Acts, we find fishermen who didn't really attain great education and yet stood up declaring God's Words with authority and was able to turn the world upside down. The greatest thing we could observe on their lives which we rarely see these days is that, they were able to give their lives (even to the point of death) for the sake of preaching the gospel of Jesus Christ (The good news of Jesus Christ). These days? People (and I would include myself on this) would be satisfied and desire comfortable places when serving God or declaring the gospel. In simple terms, our fleshly desire / worldly desire have been overcoming the Holy Spirit's desire to plainly go and preach the gospel even in the most unpleasant places or circumstances. And most often, the church as a whole is forgetting why the church exist. While the church's one reason of existence is to furnish or equip God's people to be more like Christ (2 Tim. 3:16-17), the church's main goal of existence is actually the fulfilling of the Great Commission, which is to preach the Name of Christ! (Matthew 16:18-19, Matthew 28:18-20) and God has not given that responsibility only to the few, but to the church as a whole.

One of the saddest and sorrowful situation of a church are those examples written in the book of Revelations in chapters 2 and 3. Here we find that there are no perfect church but there are commendable churches. But worst, most examples given are a disheartening churches. Which we could actually reflect on churches of today. Many have forgotten what a church really is. There are many churches with great number of members, but does not reflect the early Christian church (see Acts chapter 2). Many look for what they acquire or benefit or profit... rarely does the church think of others. Many do things and reason out it is for others, but actuality in the long run, it is for themselves.

Now, what am I really hoping to impart with this? or main goal of sharing this? Well, if you have survived reading until here. And if you are a Christian, one who has personal relationship with God through the Lord Jesus Christ, I hope you understand that you are important and valuable in the church, in the body of Christ. You may not know what exactly your function is, but simply pursuing towards Christ likeness, I'm sure you will find out. Because in all honesty, churches nowadays need to wake up from slumber. Because as I have shared early on, the examples of churches in Revelations pictures most of the churches these days. Like that of the example of Sardis church, declared by Christ as a dead church, yet there are few who remains faithful (See Rev. 3:1-6). If a church is in this state, even the simplest gift of encouraging the weak and few is a great service one could ever do. And even your presence as means of support can give much encouragement to the wounded and discouraged.

Updated HISTORY OF COBABENG CHRISTIAN FELLOWSHIP (Year 2017)

Second visit at Cobabeng year 2011

"For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.
How then shall they call on him in whom they have not believed?
and how shall they believe in him of whom they have not heard?
and how shall they hear without a preacher?
And how shall they preach, except they be sent?
as it is written, How beautiful are the feet of them
that preach the gospel of peace, and bring glad tidings of good things!"
(Romans 10:13-15)

To ask how did Cobabeng Christian Fellowship started? I suppose these verses would remind us how, and how even our own churches started. It started simply by the preaching of the gospel of Christ of those whom God sent to go and preach where ever God leads.

The fellowship of believers at Cobabeng started off when Ptr. Huberto Caroy, along with his wife, started going to "Daclan" and to other churches in Benguet as pulpit supply year 2010. At first, they met Mrs. Rowena Binaldo (former Rowena Tino) at Daclan. Then afterwards, met Mrs. Remy Diaz, who is residing at Apalan, a sitio / place along the road going to Daclan. Both already acquainted with Ptr. Caroy before the killer quake of 1990 and both having families and relatives at Cobabeng.

Mrs. Mat-an hiking down at Apalan

Apalan Bible Study early years

Monday morning coming from the first visit to Cobabeng

Ptr. Caroy teaching at Daclan

Bro. Roy Sanoy took charge for the time being at Cobabeng

When Ptr. Caroy was relieved from other schedules of preaching at other Benguet churches except for Camp 6 and Daclan, by faith, Ptr. Caroy started to have bible studies at Apalan by the month of August 2010, with the help of some colleagues in the ministry and support of individuals like Mrs. Elizabeth Mat-an. Soon, the ministry grew and the desire to reach the people at Cobabeng started to ignite.

With the request of Mrs. Binaldo and Mrs. Diaz, coupled with prayer, a one-Sunday-a-month bible study started at Cobabeng, March 6, 2011, just after the Bible study at Daclan bringing along the folks also from Apalan. The first bible study at Cobabeng was held at the house of Tino Family, Mrs. Rowena's family. It was a memorable one for those who first went, since it rained and the van used as transportation wasn't able to run through the muddy road of Cobabeng. Some tried to push the van, but end up being splattered with mud. Ptr. and Mrs. Caroy, along with some companions, had to stay for the night, due to the strong rain and muddy road. Whereas, some, who had next day appointments, had to walk 30-40 minutes in order to reach the highway and commute back to Baguio City. On the positive side, an evening bible study was held and some folks who were not present on the afternoon bible study was able to join in. Some of the folks knew Ptr. Caroy back then when he was ministering to the place called "Bolo", a site located below the sitio Cobabeng. But due to the damage of the Killer Quake of 1990, residents of the place migrated to Cobabeng and some went to Mangagew. The folks were delighted to see a familiar old minister of the Lord and was glad to see him again. Monday morning, Ptr. Caroy and his companions travelled back to their home place.

The one-Sunday-a-month bible study have been difficult for Ptr. Caroy and his companions, due to some of the reasons like the 2-hour ride distance from home, the muddy and landslide-prone roads and lack of financial support. Ptr. Caroy had to stop for a while going to Cobabeng, due to the fact that only a few individuals were able to support his expenses going to the outreaches. He was limited to holding Bible studies at Sitio Apalan only (45 minutes ride away from home). But soon afterwards, he was absorbed as a missionary pastor of Loakan Baptist Church on April 2011. With this, the ministry at Apalan grew and the one-Sunday-a-month bible study at Cobabeng was resumed along with Sunday School for kids.

The ministry at Cobabeng still had its difficulties because even with Loakan Baptist Church's support, the distance and the road are still obstacles, especially when it rains hard. Furthermore, Ptr. Caroy's ministry grew bigger and wider. The believers at Apalan grew in number and places nearby are also being reached by the gospel of Jesus Christ. It also branched-out a new fellowship of believers in another area called "Sitio Muyot, Gumatdang". Therefore managing / pioneering two churches or fellowship on different places while continuing the once-a-month bible study in Cobabeng became tedious. With this, there is a need to call for a full-time, faithful and God-sent laborer in God's harvest field to help build-up these new group of believers as a church. But God has not yet provided or answered "YES" on our prayers on this matter. Instead, He provided volunteers, drivers with vehicles, deacons, laymen, teachers for children and pastors from home church or even from other sister churches willing to help through pulpit supply on these outreaches. With these, the Lord be praised and be glorified for what He has done! God's work continues on...

Throughout the ministry, there were ups and downs, challenges and triumphs. For even when Ptr. Caroy and his wife went to visit their son, Gideon and his family (6 months for Ptr. Caroy and 1 year for Mrs. Shirley Caroy), the Lord be praised as He continued to enable and provide people in order for the ministry at Cobabeng to continue. Bro. Roldan Caroy was tasked to coordinate and continue to handle the ministries and outreaches along with the helps from individuals and volunteers. Bro. Roy Sanoy, a deacon of Loakan Baptist Church, took charge of continuing the Bible study once a month while Ptr. Caroy and his wife was on their leave. And even Ptr. Dencio Wong of Buyagan Christian Fundamental Baptist Church took one Sunday every month to go to Cobabeng while he was able to, until he was assigned on one of their own outreaches. The month of September year 2014, Ptr. Huberto Caroy came back from US and continued to minister again.

The year 2015, 3 individuals (on January 3) and 2 on Dec. 26, followed the Lord Jesus Christ through water baptism. And, Ptr. Caroy made the once-a-month to twice-a-month bible study. The Bible study from the house of Tino family was transferred to Mrs. Editha's house due to house renovation. But also moved the children's sunday school previously held at the school's stage and huts to the wide grassy area where a single pine tree serves only as shade. Thus, this became difficult for the kids specially when rain comes. Consequently, they seek shelter and ask permission on someone else's houses. Because of this, the believers at Cobabeng desires to have their own chapel and not simply rely on residential houses which cannot cater to their growing number of attendees.

First look of the proposed lot at Cobabeng Scraped land of the proposed lot

Work fellowship to build the temporary chapel and soon to be parsonage

Kids were the first to use the temporary room

Dec. 25, Cobabeng Christmas Program and first time to use the temporary chapel for Worship Service / Bible study

In response to this desire, a 1,145 sq.m. lot worth P229,000 was offered and a fund raising campaign started at the month of May 2015. It was negotiated that the amount should be paid by October 2015 -- 6 months to raise the money. And surely enough, God has displayed His graciousness and generosity, for the amount was raised and even exceeded the target amount through the help of fellow Christians, here and abroad. Though the payment was delayed due to miscommunications, still with gladness, joy and praises to our God, a temporary gathering place is put up in the lot where the group is now currently assembling for worship service or bible study. The lot was fully paid by July 23 of 2016, more than a year after the initial negotiation of the lot.

January of 2016, officers for the group was elected and 2 men were appointed to be deacons and it was decided to hold services every Sundays of the month, by assigning people to go to Cobabeng for the first Sunday while Ptr. Caroy goes to Gumatdang. Though it was a good start, it also proved to be still tedious due to the vast work God has given to His servant. And it is therefore a reason that His people are constantly praying to the Lord of the harvest to send forth more laborers. By February of the same year, another 2 individual followed the Lord Jesus Christ through water baptism. And December 25, 2016, the group held their first service in the temporary built chapel of the acquired lot.

And now, an evidence of God's faithfulness, graciousness and abundant love, constantly still extending the call of repentance so that many might come to know Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior and therefore, be saved. With this, all glory and honor be to Him alone, both now and forever. Amen!

Apalan Group year 2011

early visitation at Cobabeng year 2011

Dusty and muddy (when raining)
road - 2011

30-40 minutes walk when raining, going to Cobabeng

Gumatdang Christian Fellowship believers

Water baptism of three individuals

3 Baptized believers with Ptr. Huberto Caroy

2 more baptized believers with Ptr. Huberto Caroy

Another 2 baptized believers with Ptr. Huberto Caroy

Inside the house of Tino Family

Sunday school in a hut

School stage is also used for sunday school, specially when it rains

School grounds for games

Inside House of Tino family

Editha's place facing a wide area of grassy land

teachers and students make use of the grassy land as sunday school room

The one and only pine tree that serves as shade for the kids

Vacation Bible School 2014

Vacation Bible School 2015

Is the Good News worth sharing?

For most, good news, I believe and all would agree that it is worth sharing. With all the bad news we hear every now and then, these things place us in a very bad mood or gloomy atmosphere. So a good news would be a great thing to lighten up our day.

But sadly there is one good news people don’t bother or would even take notice today. Even a hint of it might actually put other people feel indifferent, insulted or even attacked by it. Many people would actually think such news, even with a glimpse of it, is not really good news to them. Now, you might ask, is there really such a good news that is not a good news to others? Well, if I would really think over it, I think there are because sometimes it depends on how we perceive what good news really is. But again, I believe there is one good news which is supposed to be good news for all yet is seen as bad news or not so really news for others at all. It is actually rubbish to them. And I would simply reveal it to you who read this, which is the good news of Jesus Christ!

Now, two things can happen after you’ve seen the name. One, of course there is a possibility that you are slightly interested about what I’m talking about. Second, you totally have no interest so you just stop reading this post. If you decide to stop reading, well, I would respect that. Thing is, the good news of Jesus Christ can either be a hoax for all 2000+ years or so… or it is actually true and real good news. BUT, to think of it as hoax for 2000+ years, I would ask, why do you think people still believe on it and to the point that one can lay down his life for it? Now you may think I’m kidding, but hey, just look at history and even for the last 2000 years. Although I must say, there are inconsistencies. I mean, even the Bible declared there are false Christians as called. But if you find a true and genuine Christian, you’ll be sure that they will lay down their life just for you to hear, know and understand the gospel. And that’s one reason why I’m actually writing this. Although I have to also say, because of miscommunications, misconceptions, and misleading images of Christianity, the real and genuine Christianity have lost its true image compared on the early ages of Christianity. The apostles to be exact and many early believers gave their lives just for the sake of the gospel or good news of Christ. If only people will ask “why?” and try to seek out the answers to this, then they will know.

And I for one would try to give my best means of answering that question “why?” And why is it really a good news?

First off, before the good news, I have to make one understand that before the good news, there is a bad news, a reason why the good news has to be made. And this is simple, and I would like to start it with another question which is, “Why is there death?” You see, this is one mystery not even scientist could explain why there is such a thing called death. Scientist can explain or discuss the process of going towards death, but none could explain why? They will just say “It just happens.” This is their dead end. But the Bible actually has a reason or a logical answer if one considers it. And the Bible points it simply toward “sin.” (Romans 3:23 & 6:23). If you will read Rom. 5:12 & 19, here gives a glimpse of how did sin affect man and results to death.

Romans 5:12 (NIV)
"Therefore, just as sin entered the world through one man, and death through sin, and in this way death came to all people, because all sinned"

Romans 5:19 (NIV)
"For just as through the disobedience of the one man the many were made sinners, so also through the obedience of the one man the many will be made righteous."

That’s the bad news and for that bad news to be replaced with the good news. One must know and understand that the good news started when God loves us so much that He gave His only begotten Son to die in the cross as a means of payment or ransom for sinners like me and you so that there would be a way for us to be brought back to Himself. And that friend can happen when one places their faith in the Lord Jesus Christ – meaning, if you believe, trust, and surrender your life to Jesus Christ. Consider these verses which can explain further:

John 3:16
"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life."

Ephesians 2:8-9
"For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast."

Titus 3:5
"Not by works of righteousness which we have done, but according to his mercy he saved us, by the washing of regeneration, and renewing of the Holy Ghost;"

Romans 10:9-10
"That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation."

Now, again, to many (because even the Bible spoke of this reality of people not really having an interest) these are rubbish and foolish. BUT, to someone who understands and fully comprehends, this is the best good news one could ever receive. And it is also worth sharing to others even if many would reject it. Furthermore, to the one who receives this great news, it is not just a great news, it actually is the greatest hope one could ever hope for in this world, because it exceeds far more than life and death. It is infinite, if one could really start by understanding this good news of Christ Jesus!

The Good News People Throwaway

Well, the title may more likely be an overstatement. But in the general sense it does show reality. Now, what “Good News” am I talking about? Well, it’s none other but the Gospel of Jesus Christ!

Before I do share my thoughts why people throw away the gospel, let me share what the gospel is all about. Just to make it clear.

We can find the Bible’s declaration of the gospel at I Cor. 15:1-5, through the apostle Paul:

“Now I would remind you, brothers,[a] of the gospel I preached to you, which you received, in which you stand, and by which you are being saved, if you hold fast to the word I preached to you—unless you believed in vain. For I delivered to you as of first importance what I also received: that Christ died for our sins in accordance with the Scriptures, that he was buried, that he was raised on the third day in accordance with the Scriptures, and that he appeared to Cephas, then to the twelve.”

On these verses, apostle Paul summarized the gospel of Christ. But what apostle Paul gave here, is more than just a summary. He truly reminded the Christians of something: A truth that has made a great impact on those who have heard and received it. And when I say “received it,” it means they understood it. Now, what did they really understood?

Understanding the good news, one must first understand there is a bad news for which the reason of the “good news”. The bad news is simple: “Man is lost or is a sinner because of what Adam (the first man) has done, which is disobedience” (See / read the book of Genesis or Romans 5:12, 19). Furthermore on this bad news, man is doomed to eternal separation from God, because sin can never be part of Who God is.

God is Holy, Just and Righteous! He is the standard and measurement of what “Right” is! Think about it, how can we know what is right from wrong? From where do we base our thinking of what is right? From our parents or government? From where did they got this idea? It’s a never ending search, if we take God out of the picture. Some would say, it is based from the highest form of happiness. Now, where do we get that idea from? And how can we know it is the highest form of happiness, when people have different sense of their own happiness. If you would think of it, the psycho can think “killing is what makes him happy.” How do we argue with that? We get the majorities’ definition of happiness? Then steal away the minorities’ right to think of what their idea of happiness is? Isn’t that not fair at all? All these questions pops out when we take God out of the picture and not make Him the standard and measure of what right and wrong is. And this is the reason why man, who is a sinner, has to be set apart from God forever. From whence, the lake of fire was made, prepared by God for those who would not repent and receive His offer of Salvation (See Rev. 20:11-15).

BUT! Here is the GOOD NEWS! God provided a way for man not to be separated from God forever.  And, I do believe many have heard of the Lord Jesus Christ, Who came to earth, born of a virgin [which means He was born without being corrupted by sin that came from Adam, another reason why the Bible call Jesus the Second Adam, or Last Adam], lived a life “Righteously” [No sin at all, even with His own mouth - 1 Peter 2:22; 2 Corinthians 5:21]; But, was judged and condemned like a sinner (Isaiah 53:12; Luke 22:37; 2 Cor. 5:21); And, therefore, taking upon Him the punishment that wasn’t for Him or even meant for Him at all. He was able to do miracles and wondrous things no man can do but God. Yet, at that moment of His suffering and last breath, He took it all upon Himself simply to pay the price of sin, which is death (Romans 6:23; Romans 5: 19). That was the transaction made, so man can be redeemed [bought back] from Satan to Him [God].

BUT! This doesn’t mean ALL man is automatically saved or brought back to God. Nay, that’s just the transaction made. But the decision, the will of man ought to still choose! Because God is offering this gift of Salvation and each individual has the choice to receive it through Faith in Christ [believing and trusting in what He has done and Who He is]. John 3:16 and John 1:12 and many more verses speaks of this!

And that is not the end of the Good News! It’s not only about being saved from the eternal punishment of sin. Attached to this offer or gift of God is all the promises He gave in His Word, the Bible. Such as being called a child of God, eternal home, mansion, heaven, co-heirs of Christ, and more! Too good to be true? Well, that is God’s offer in His Word! That’s the reason why Jesus Christ came two thousand years ago! Try looking at your calendar and see the year… That year was numbered, at the time Christ resurrected and ascended to heaven. And that year is being numbered because we are counting the years of His return, as He has promised. I know! Years have passed. But that doesn’t mean He will fail in fulfilling His promise. God’s promise to Adam for the Messiah was fulfilled for almost 4,000 years. What is 2,000 plus years with that?

It is indeed simple what God is offering. Because He Himself has made the way for man to be brought back to Himself and yet, man wants to complicate it and wants to do it on his own. And mostly, man has no interest in it and would just want to believe he can manage on his own. Whereas, others would look for something else other than Christ, something that would satisfy their own self desires or like what happened to Eve, it was pleasing to her eyes. The Bible also says, in the book of Timothy, some will depart and look for something that would please their ears or their stomach.  Having faith in Christ becomes nothing more than a myth. The Bible too becomes a myth to them. People will still choose those things that they can see, hear, or feel and claim to be that it is the truth! Many will not believe. Why? That is because man is corrupted from the beginning man fell to sin through Adam. Even Jesus Himself prophesied in Matthew 7, few will believe in Him. In addition, Satan continues to deceive people with many things, even raise false prophets and false teachers claiming to be Christ. This explains how the "good news is being thrown away".

How about you, how do you respond to the good news of the Lord Jesus Christ?

(Edited April 9, 2020)